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stuck
01:06
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don't come clean. i cant unsee what's not done. it's fine by me. it's something i breathe that fucks me up. i get stuck. fucked over and lost. cant shake it off.
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headweight
01:56
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blank staring at the television. i'm getting buzzed off the head weight. i crack another, i'm just dead weight. you light another in the same place. we share a smoke by the river but we don't really know each other. you know it's calming enough, but i just can't get enough. it's nice to be fine. you know i'll be alright.
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communal cigarettes
02:41
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what is it that i want, breaking holding a grudge? it’s not that i don’t care. i'm still fucking it up. my stomach aches from the way you’re making conversation. a cigarette to put me in the headspace. your crew is so embarrassing. it’s okay that we don’t talk about it. do you think about it when you’re alone? it’s way too complicated. coming over just to split when you don’t feel like talking over it. trash talking all the kids. the way i see it, i’m a part of it. the way i see it fall apart. hitch cars off the road to wherever we want. being here just you and me is good enough. coughing up the parts of me i hate, i can’t expect you to just get it. you’ll get it. you know im fucking right. meet me at the bar. i know it’s late. i can’t expect you to have meant it. pit stops always slow the trip to a halt. does it matter if your home is with someone?
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wrecked, repeated
01:56
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you’ll get a taste of the same paint. say fuck it, coming around like ten years was a damn waste. i know you got it now. you gotta try to forget what breaking glass will do to your head. what makes you pass out and do it again. repetition. i can't shake off the same things. you escape when i come undone. it’s coming back to me now. with everyone else in the room, i feel fake. it's a worthless cause.
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always around
02:34
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i know what he's talking about. it's my role played for me in my life. it's not worth talking about. no matter what i do it's with or without you, but i don't mind. cus i'm slow but you know i'm around. don’t waste my time. i’ve got nothin to say. it’s drinking over sleeping. with every curse and mistake, when will i learn its that i want it. i need it. to talk it out. i know i've been wasting my time below defeat.
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quitter
01:10
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i'm pouring out the drink. upset as fuck, and i'm starting to think you've got the wrong direction in your head. it's like a gut punch, i'll be dead before i speak to you again.
i'm on the train home, but i can't play it cool. just wanna lay low. you used to feel so new. i'm gonna end this one myself.
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what was said
02:03
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i hope i'm already gone. it's the sweetest thing when you've tasted all. and i go home. no more wasted time on conversation. in a dream i had last night a scene of futures written out for me. but i could not hear a single thing. no i could not hear what was said.
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with you
02:42
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i get the most out of borrowing the same routine. meet me at the punk show, i’ll bike it in the rain. don’t bother me. i know it’s all the same. trip long enough, miss what you love. i cant help it, i just wanna be there. it shouldn't really matter if i go out or decide to stay in. it makes for conversation, i don't think i blend in. i'd rather be here alone. i'd rather be here alone with you.
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kick it
01:48
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what will it take to get it to you straight? lost calls. not sober enough to think. i get around okay. stuck in between my head and me. ready, kick it, fuck it, break. trust that i want to feel emotion again. you don’t trust a single word i’ve said. i'm getting sick of waking up. kick it with you, call, just want to get along, but you don’t wanna talk at all.
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secondhand
03:16
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i know it's wrong to pose the people in your hands. it's walking on your toes to speak from secondhand. it's easier now than it ever was before.
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